There's More and More to Everything

Well, last day of school, we're all happy for that... But what will I do this summer you ask? Come to think of it, I'm not sure. I want to have a good time. I want to be with friends and just do whatever. The thing is, I can now. Nate and I are going through a break. I do miss him, and I do care about him, but no matter what, I can't be faithful. It really hurts me knowing I have been playing with his heart. I don't want to at all but if I am with him, it'll only make things worse.

Anyways, life hasn't been treating me the best but I guess I'll have to take life as it comes and grab it by the horns.... Mom and dad constantly argue. I may not see dad for a while after father's day. It's difficult and I hope my heart heals and gets better soon.... I have to go, laterz