Thursday, March 29, 2007

I just...

I just cut my arm up real bad with a razor. Does that make me a bad person? I didn't tell my boyfriend I did it, that is breaking too many promises and he would get really upset. But I actually feel better. One moment I'm crying my eyes out, and the next I'm in my bathroom thinking about death, leaving another cut on my wrist and I feel fine. All the pain that is left now is a sting like feeling where I put the band aid. It was bleeding alot and I couldn't just cover it up with a sweatshirt. Maybe I have more problems then I thought... I tell my parents and by boyfriend all the time, 'I belong in the psyco hospital.' You know what they say? No you don't, or you don't belong there, you only think you do. It sucks! I don't deserve people telling me I'm wrong when I know dam weel I'm right. Besides, I think I'm correct about my own mind.

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BORING!

Ms. H is a great teacher, that's no doubt. But the class itself is to--too much of a breeze. Every assignment I do is done in a jiff unless it's micro type pro. { Micro type pro: 1997 program where it teaches you to type faster... } Uh, yeah, I'm not faster ! I am slow and lazy, that's how I like it... The excel assignments are the best. I love working with instructions and steps to get work done. The only problem is, Ms. H has to make them easy for the *cough* slower students... I think all I really need is a motive or a challenge... Something to boost up my spirit and make me get off my lazy a$$ and work. { Yes, all this is pure honesty... unfortunate for teachers... } But ya know, that's life. You'll always find this stubborn student who wants all this crap. Oh joy...

Monday, March 26, 2007

Sex and Coffee

Hmm. Sex in coffee grounds. The smells, the touch, the mood. Man, that sounds fun. I found the following image {which had to be removed for an odd reason} while browsing through blogs. I am not sure who (ower of blog) he or she was, but they like coffee, and they sure like to blog... I was just talking this over with my boyfriend online, and he likes it... n_n Lucky for me, eh? Oh yush... xD

First Blog

First blog...not much but yeah... keep up the comments!