Everything

Well..................

Here I am back in comp info with absolutley nothing to do. (not really cause I actually do have things to do, I'm just lazy...) Anywho, life at home is going a bit stranger (in a good way)then normal. It's really creepy. Mom finally found an apartment to live in. Housing Resources inc. is helping her pay rent but other then that she's taking my sis with her! Hehe. I'm spending the weekend with her and I hope Nate will be able to come over and help us move. I'll still be living with dad, but only on the days I have to go to school. Mom wanted to take me to Portage Northern at first, and sure I'll be with a few friends but I can't leave everyone at K Central!! Don't worry, I'm not, my mom just worried me a bit. But ya, the whole pool party I am planning in June is still trying to develop, but it'll take a lot of talking and convincing with dad... Mom has been worried about me lately. She thinks whenever I come to her stressed out, I'll cut myself afterwords. I'm not like that now! I have been taking my meds and Nate and I are perfect right now. The only thing I'm really missing is more time with mom. Which I will get that when summer comes but it seems like ever since dad kicked her out, she's more different then usual.
I'm okay with that, I mean she's happy n all, but that one little thing I can't put my mind to is diffferent about her. I shouldn't worry bout it too much. After all, she is my mom, and I think she loves me more then enough. School has been fine. I caught a cold over the weekend so I was absent Monday (sorry, all my teachers). At least I got some sleep but again today i am feeling crappy like yesterday. Plus I was a little ticked because Nate and I didn't talk as much as i really wanted to. Now he'll be busy tonight and I'll probly be bored out of mind...

More time is going by in comp info. Nothing really happened today except for a fight in the cafe'. I laughed for like two seconds because they are stupid for fighting in the first place but other then that I had food to focus on. Speaking of food, my appetite(sp?) was toast today. I mean there was nothing there and I didn't even touch my sub. If that's not weird that I'm not eating, then I dunno what is.

Maybe it's my sickness and that I was really really pissed off this morning. Okay, not that ticked but you know. In the beggining of the year kinda, Kelc and I had these conflicts with this group of girls that wanted to start things with us and get us to fight and all that. We went straight to Mr. Hawkins because we knew it was the right thing to do. he talked to them I think and we thought we had everything worked out. last week, Sam gave kelc a note saying all these things to put her down. basically she was miss fake friend and didn't care... but yeah, Kelc showed me the note and I was ticked. Sam had no reason to tell Kelcey that they were best friends and she loved her like a sis. Somehow, this news got to the 'gang' of girls who were bugging us the first time. They came to us in Sunshine's room(mike said that: it's Mr. Kolasinski), trying to start MORE with us. Kelcey and I were already in a crappy mood. Her boyfriend broke up with her last night FROM A MYSPACE MESSAGE.... That can't get anymore low can it?! I felt so bad for her too because her grandfather just recently died. But we asked these girls as politley as we could if they could leave us alone. Kelc was already crying and I was already pissed off that they even thought of bothering us. Thankfully, we got through the day. She cut herself a few times (which I was upset about) but no matter what, I always stuck by her today.


Hopefully, she'll get better and start taking her meds again, but then again I do too. I haven't been as bad, but i do know I need to take care of myself. I love my life and I love my friends too much to let them get hurt.

It's almost 2:20, that means I get to go home and get my paper route done. Afterwords, if Nate's in a good mood, I'll call him. Him and I are doing great by the way. If I were without him, I'd probly just want to die... That's beside the point. I think my thoughts are pretty much summed up for today. I actually mentally feel much better that I typed my heart out. Peace out (as mike would say xD) laterz