Back to The Basics

Okay, so I haven't actually wrote a blog in.... forever but that doesn't really mean much. There has been so much going on, its hard to put it all down... Uggghhhh Nate.... He has been playing with my heart so much. All I've done was gone along with it... I'm so heartbroken but yet I love him to death. I don't think I can really love anyone else... It just feels right whenever I'm with him.

But besides that, life at home this summer has been very strage. Jess moved out and back in with dad. We have our own rooms now and its more peacful then usual. I have to get ready for school starting back up soon. Joy.... and I hope it'll be less painful then freshman year.


Fingers crossed... ~Lyssy

There's More and More to Everything

Well, last day of school, we're all happy for that... But what will I do this summer you ask? Come to think of it, I'm not sure. I want to have a good time. I want to be with friends and just do whatever. The thing is, I can now. Nate and I are going through a break. I do miss him, and I do care about him, but no matter what, I can't be faithful. It really hurts me knowing I have been playing with his heart. I don't want to at all but if I am with him, it'll only make things worse.

Anyways, life hasn't been treating me the best but I guess I'll have to take life as it comes and grab it by the horns.... Mom and dad constantly argue. I may not see dad for a while after father's day. It's difficult and I hope my heart heals and gets better soon.... I have to go, laterz

Library

At the moment I am at the library and I am still trying to get through life in one peice. Mom and Jess have been arguing on and off and so have dad and Jess. It's really stressful because I have to hear it all the time but then again it's just stupid crap in the first place that they are arguing about. I am currently on meebo.com waiting patiently for Nate to get on. Our relationship has been pretty bumpy and I only wish it will work out good soon. A few guys like me at the moment and I'm not sure who all of em are but it does add on just a little bit more stress. Hopefully I won't fall for anyone like I think I will. Nate is far too important to me and he's helping me stay in one peice. Other then that nothing big is going on. My grades still suck more then anything and it really sticks. Later blog, can't wait to write more

Hehehe

well its me again...posting here....im bored and im watching disney chanel...earlier i watched spinal tap and was all like "woah!!!"


well yeah


i got my english paper done, so im all like "woah"


hehe


well yeah

peace, mike

More to Life

Things are still moving on. I'm at mom's this week, getting a ride to and from school everyday. It's not that bad because I get to go to Loy Norrix and seee some old friends from Maple Street. My grades in school are not the best though... Mr. Hubbard gave me an F and in all my other classes I have a D. It really stinks that I am failing in school this much. The good news is that Kelcey and I are finally BFFs again. It feels great that she still cares. With life, not so much but when it's me and her, it's unbreakable. n.n Nate and I are doing fine. Thursday we had a bit of a bump in our realtionship but we got through it in a day or so. Him and I are worried that I will fall for another guy... It's a bit rough for me because I know deep down I still miss him and want him back but I also know I can't hurt Nate. His heart would break into so many peices if I did something so shallow.

Hopefully things in my life will get a bit better then they are now.... but all I can do is hope.